Looking back, the thread connecting every chapter of my life is listening.
What appeared to be separate pursuits, including music, entrepreneurship, meditation, coaching, and tea, have all been expressions of the same practice.
Each has taught me to listen in a different way: to music, to myself, and to others.
As a young person I could spend hours composing, completely absorbed in a world beyond words. Music was my first meditation, a place where I learned to listen for what wanted to emerge, then give it voice.
I started composing music when I was 14, and one dream stayed with me through the years: to hear my music performed by a live orchestra. I had no idea how it would happen. I simply kept writing, stayed open to unexpected opportunities, and trusted the path to unfold.
Gradually, through conversation, synchronicity, and the courage to keep saying yes, that dream became a reality. It led to recording with orchestras in England and Vienna, and eventually to standing on the podium conducting my own work.
Not every meaningful destination can be reached by strategy alone.
In 2009, I founded MemberMouse, a software company that grew into a multi-million-dollar business over the next fourteen years.
Those years taught me an enormous amount about leadership, creativity, and building something that genuinely served people.
Eventually I realized that what most energized me wasn't building the business itself, but the conversations, the relationships, and the opportunity to support people more directly.
Selling the company in 2023 was a way of making space for the work I felt increasingly called toward.
The years surrounding that transition were shaped by an equally important inner journey.
Since meeting my Guru, Sri Anandi Ma, in 2015, I've devoted thousands of hours to meditation, mantra practice, and contemplative study, including extended silent retreats in India.
Along the way I’ve explored many different approaches to healing, relationship, and spiritual practice, including somatic therapy, Internal Family Systems, nonviolent communication, plant medicine, and A Course in Miracles.
Each offered a different perspective, yet all pointed toward the same realization: life becomes a very different experience when we learn to trust something deeper than our habitual way of seeing the world.
Today, I no longer experience my work in the world as separate pursuits.
Coaching, composing, hosting tea ceremonies, and sharing conversations all arise from the same intention: creating spaces where people feel deeply seen and reconnect with themselves.
Whatever the form, I'm continually humbled by what becomes possible when we get out of our own way.
I hope something in my work encourages you to trust yourself a little more deeply.
Seven insights that have shaped the way I move through life. Each one explores a different aspect of living with greater clarity, trust, and presence.
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